My Angel Would Have Been 16 Today

It's that time of the year again when all I can do is stare at the beautiful photos of my angel and imagine what could have been . 

My beautiful, talented and kind-hearted boy would have been 16 today. 

When I woke up this morning, I told myself not to cry anymore because I know that Keith is now in a better place. But as soon as I lit up the candle, played his song and started praying, tears started rolling down my cheeks. The pain remains no matter how long it has been.

I cried even more when I saw Keith's friend's post on facebook. X never fails to remember Keith's birthday and this means so much to me. I am very blessed to have known his friends and play the "Tita" (sometimes Mommy) role to them virtually. Keith lives through them.

And then my cousin posted a very touching message which I greatly appreciate.

Back home, they're celebrating Keith's birthday with some family and friends while I am enjoying the blue sky and the blue water from our balcony. It is indeed a K Lighter Day despite knowing that we will never celebrate another birthday with our Keith.

Happy Birthday, our dear Keith. I'm sure you're having a grand birthday up in heaven with all the lighters and angels. We love you so much and we miss you so dearly.

tintin x